Just to keep my head clear, i keep a journal of sorts in the notes app on my phone. just writing down things i can stop thinking about, my reactions to things that happened to me, my feelings, you get the picture. i definitely wont be posting everything here. some things just have to stay buried. but ill post whatever here. i have to use different names for people mentioned i suppose. i only use their first name in my entries but it feels weird putting their actual names here even if you cant identify them by that.
i wish i could just lock him up. infect his mind like a tapeworm and spread throughout all his organs so he cant escape me. get under his skin so even if he hollows himself out ill still be there. 8-26
i get too easily attached to anyone who's nice to me. 8-21